Stress is over, school for now is over, and I'm afraid I fucked up on my finals. I did not study has hard as I told myself I was going to, I put in the same amount of work I have been for the past four months. School is the least of my worries right now , My brother's wedding is the first. Yesterday he threw a big stack of papers at me telling me to memorize the times when I'm going to get my makeup done and when I need to help out with everything. WTF. Honestly I know it's my job to help, but does he not know i hate being the center of attention? I hate doing things and having three hundred sixty people staring at me. ugh.

Thursday morning I didn't have a final so I had my morning coffee with Shells. Good times. I miss her<3

On a lighter note I went to Santa Monica to see Sam on Friday. It took me four freeways to get there but It's safe to say it was a breeze. His temper gets the best of him sometimes and I'm afraid to be around him, but apparently he always wants me around so i deal with it. Julian got me my Christmas present early this year; he got me a Vans shirt and a box of holiday soap, and i freaked out about the soap because It smells amazing. It's a sunday and I don't have plans, or do I?. Sam told me was going to pick me up around 1 but I didn't answer my phone last night and I got a text message with attitude this morning. He pisses me off a lot, which is why Julian, my best friend hates his guts. This feels like high school all over again.

I'm going to down some redbull and see where the day takes me.