So damn emotional

Adrian called me this weekend and I started crying. He told me he's so certain about the future and about me as well. He told me he wants me forever. What the hell is a girl supposed to say to that? Sometimes I read his texts and I want to take him back and I want to love him till I die--but sometimes it's the opposite. I can't walk past Hollister, or mention the beach without his name popping into my head. It's his fault he had to move to Long Beach RIGHT AFTER we broke up. I was ready and willing to give it another shot. He was so hurt about us breaking up he had to start over, and it kills me to know I pushed away the ONLY BOY who accepted my flaws and loved me for who I am. I'm a conniving hypocritical girl sometimes, he didn't care. He was ready to give me the world, and I screwed it up. Just like I screw up all my other relationships. I need to stop being so picky !

On the downside, I'm failing my math class and I'm going to drop it. I'll retake it in the fall with Nicolette. I'm a bit slow in math, and it takes time for me to learn how to solve a problem. This class is too fast paced, so I'm going to take Math 125 in the Fall. I'm going to finish up my English and History requirements and work on math later on.

My sister and I are crushing on two red haired cuties at the moment haha ! WARPED TOUR '09 HERE WE COMEEE ;]




cuties huh? we love musicians ! hahaahah



I'm going to go organize my closet or something, cheers !